Saturday, December 31, 2011

Year in Review 2011

Time seems to keep moving more and more quickly. 2011 was a complete blur and I can barely remember what happened this year. There weren't any huge events like the past 2 wedding years, but a lot of good stuff still happened.

Here's a short year in review, still not sure what categories to include, as we look forward to 2012.

Movies we saw for the first time in 2011:
Kokowaah *
Love and Other Drugs *
No Strings Attached *
Tangled
Team America World Police
X-Men First Class
Green Lantern
Slap Her, She's French/She Gets What She Wants *
Cutting Edge 4: Fire and Ice *
Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen
Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
Captain America: The First Avenger
My Girlfriend's Boyfriend *
Last Action Hero *
Spy Kids *
* = only one of us saw it (for the first time this year)

Places we visited in 2011:
Geneva, Switzerland
Athens, Greece
Mykonos, Greece
Naxos, Greece
Santorini, Greece
Munich, Germany
Portland, Oregon
Saint John, NB, Canada
Orlando, Florida

We also visited over 200 restaurants and are recapping our favorite food memories on our food blog.

Looking forward to 2012!

Friday, December 23, 2011

Now It's Cold

Of course, after I write a post this morning about this winter's weirdly mild weather, I have a headache from the cold air (wind chill in the 30s), there's a definite chill in the air, and I'm going to be fishing out my long down coat for the second time this season so I can wear it all weekend. I need to stop posting about how good the weather is when it should be bad, because I seem to keep jinxing it.

Wacky Winter Weather

I guess it's now officially winter. But it felt more like winter in October, when it was snowing and freezing winds were blowing around, than it does right now, at 47 degrees.

Two days ago it was 61 degrees. When we went out for dinner. Around 8:30 pm. That's crazy (but good)! It felt like spring in December. My mind is confused. The lack of daylight still means I need to sit in front of the sun lamp in order to function, but unlike last year, it's not freezing outside, I've only worn my long down coat once this season so far (once!) and they don't expect a blizzard to arrive the day after Christmas.

I'm not a huge fan of the cold weather (unless it helps you cuddle up under blankets on the couch with hot chocolate watching a movie after taking a walk in snow that falls like feathers - that's my favorite feeling of winter) but it doesn't "feel" like it's the end of the year. This isn't the south or California; it is supposed to be cold here in December. I guess it will be cold again in time for Christmas, but by cold, I still mean a high in the 40s. Weird.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

New Dogs

In my dream last night (which I actually remember since I slept for 8 hours, even though that meant getting up later than I planned), we were living in Seattle, as were my brother-in-law and sister-in-law. For some reason the place they were living in looked like a mall. It had those usual white floor pathways, the middle of the building was open so you could see the floor above and below and the opening was some odd shape, there were wooden railings along the side of the opening, and it just looked like a mall.

I think the dream took place over the course of a few days. At some point we learned that their dogs had been stolen. Nothing else, but just their dogs. Then A and I walked into their place from a wooden door in the mall and asked about the status of the stolen dogs. His brother answered that he got 2 new dogs! They weren't the same type of dog, and they were still wondering what happened to the dogs, but he got 2 new ones. Hmm. It sounded funnier when I told the story right after waking up.

And now, thanks to A's dream, the song "Red Solo Cup" is stuck in my head. Cannot believe that's a real song.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Aggravation

It was an aggravating day. It wasn't even like anything in particular happened to me but I found myself feeling bitter and annoyed for most of the day. The holiday season is supposed to be joyous, but more often than not these days since I'm working I find myself disenchanted, out of the holiday spirit and stressed out.

So what annoyed me today?
  • I couldn't get up in the morning for the xth day in a row. Right after the fallback time change, I thought things were promising. I was getting up earlier, working out. Then the winter doldrums set in, I didn't work out in the morning but instead forced myself to take time out for sun therapy. Now I can't even get up early enough for sun therapy. If the problem is that I need sun therapy to get up, but can't get up early enough to do sun therapy, then what do I do?
  • My longest period of uninterrupted sleep according to my Fitbit was after our 6 alarms went off. So, I go to bed, can't sleep, toss and turn, finally fall asleep, apparently continue to toss and turn, and then fall into a deep sleep when the alarm goes off? What is wrong with me?!
  • So much to do at work and the time just flies by and I end up behind, as always.
  • I didn't "realize" that it was already mid-month. Ask me the date and I'll tell you the correct one, but it hasn't "hit me" that it's already December 14 (now, 15). Our flex request forms are due tomorrow. I haven't even submitted my receipts to get my money back for this year. Could have gotten interest on that money but no, don't have my crap together.
  • I had no appetite for most of the day. Am I getting sick again (or am I possibly still sick from October)? Is there something else wrong with me? I usually have an appetite even when I'm sick, which is part of my problem, but I couldn't even finish a granola bar in the morning.
  • I just keep eating even though I didn't have much of an appetite. I enjoyed the al dente texture of the pasta salad but I wasn't hungry. I have no self-control.
  • I feel like no one actually reads the content of my emails. I re-read them and they were pretty clear, but apparently still misunderstood.
  • Still irked by the whole Lowe's thing. The Daily Show's piece on it is perfect, but it really bothers me that there are people out there who just can't accept that Muslims can be normal people.
  • There was a protest 2 blocks from the office and there were sirens blaring, people yelling, nonstop loud, loud, loud noise for hours in the middle of the day, making it impossible to think. My head still hurts.
  • I ordered dinner and they estimated 30-45 minutes. They didn't confirm for 20 minutes and then said 40-55. So effectively the wait was 60-75?! Not what I bargained for.
  • Then I was annoyed that I got so easily annoyed by the delivery wait time thing because they came on time (based on the earlier estimate) and they probably just forgot to confirm, an innocent mistake. And the delivery guy was really nice. When I got to the lobby, he was taking a photo of the ridiculously gigantic wreath with bow in our lobby, which, if I were him, I would have done too.
  • Again, no self-control and ate too much for dinner. Also ordered samosas even though I knew I wasn't exercising today.
  • Getting home late.
  • Not having time to exercise.
  • Walking home against the flow of traffic for the people leaving the Broadway shows. Lucky people who get to spend their night at a show instead of at work. Not interested in seeing their joy. (See, I was extremely bitter by this point!)
  • Hugh Jackman was outside the theater at the exact time I was walking by. Too short to see him but I did get caught in the meandering mess of people who were staring at him and not watching where they were going.
  • My zigzagging down 44th Street was like I was in the game of Flight Control. And not in a good way.
  • The insane crowds of meandering people were apparently also in Shake Shack, annoying me to the point where I chose not to even try to get a spoon for our Christmas cookie custard, which was better last time.
Enough b*tching. I was really in an awful mood by the time I got home. But then I got a smile and a big hug from A and he looked so happy and it all drained away. Now I feel sick again and so I decided to vent in the hopes that emptying all the negativity out into this post would drain it from me for good and I could heal myself. Not sure it worked. Maybe I should just go for another hug...

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Good Riddance

As we count down to 2012 (already, yikes!), it's time to reflect on the past year and think about what we can do differently next year. One way to move on to bigger and better things is to rid yourself of all the baggage you've accumulated in 2011. The good folks over in Times Square have a solution:


I saw this "good riddance day" advertised on some of the garbage cans when I was walking home rather late from work the other day. Snapped a photo this morning so I could take a closer look at what they were advertising. It's a contest to win an iPad2 for the most creative discarding of "distasteful, embarrassing and down right depressing memories" from 2011.

It's during work so I don't think I'll be participating. I don't really have anything to bring anyway. There isn't one particular thing I want to discard from 2011. If anything, 2011 was more of a "rut" than the year that gave rise to something distasteful or embarrassing. But I do like the symbolic idea of letting go, of physically ridding yourself of something negative, of choosing to move on and to leave the crap behind. Something to think about as we get closer to December 31. A new start is right around the corner.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Gloom

Today's weather was so gloomy. On my walk to lunch, I could barely even see the Empire State Building. It was swallowed up by the clouds.


But it was really warm. It was in the high 50s/low 60s, even though it was various stages of rain and mist all day. If it's going to be damp and rainy, I would much rather it be warm like this. If it's going to be cold and rainy (e.g., high 30s), I would rather it be a little colder and have snow.

The weather the past few days has been like having autumn in December. We barely had fall (remember Snowtober?) during the usual fall season, and I definitely don't mind. It's just weird walking around with a skirt and bare legs with Christmas wreaths and trees around. I guess this is what it's like to be in California. It won't last though; it's supposed to get cold against starting tomorrow night and drop into the 20s over the weekend. I guess I should enjoy autumn while it lasts!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Chipa Guazu

Today's random photo diary is about chipa guazu. Although we have a separate food blog, it seems inevitable that this random photo diary project is going to be about food somewhat regularly. After all, we take a lot of food photos.


Chipa guazu is a Paraguayan corn pie, usually consisting of fresh corn, onions, eggs and some other ingredients. it was like a creamy, fluffy quiche, and you could taste all of the ingredients. We tried it on the Paraguay stop of our World Cup challenge and it was fantastic.

Since this is more of the "storytelling" blog, I would have used this opportunity to talk about how much we love the World Cup, both for the sport and the rare moment of togetherness in which it brings the world. The problem is that I already did that when I recapped my top 10 favorite food memories of last year. I still believe it but instead, I'm going to talk about why we do food challenges.

It's very easy in NYC, especially in our neighborhood, to just go to nearby restaurants and not branch out. After all, we live in Hell's Kitchen. The number of restaurants on 9th Avenue is staggering; every block is covered with places to eat from end to end. Even 10th Avenue, which has far fewer restaurants, has more in our area than some neighborhoods have in total. We're really lucky to live so close to so many good food options, but more often than not, it means that when we're going out to eat, we just leave our apartment, take a walk, see what we're in the mood for or what has seats, and walk in. The closest restaurants are just downstairs, unlike when we were in Chicago and had to walk at least the length of one avenue to get to the first place. Even though there are a lot of options here, at some point, after this many years, they will become rather familiar. And it's not always so much about finding the best, but going to the most convenient place.

The food challenges get us out of that "rut" and encourage us to try new things. The first one we did was the World Cup challenge. In honor of the fantastic tournament, we tried to eat at restaurants representing the countries that were playing in the tournament. Some were easier to find than others (the African nations were especially difficult), but it encouraged us to do research, get on the subway, travel to Sunnyside or even just the South Street Seaport and try some new foods. It broadened our horizons, gave us some new favorites (like chipa guazu) and exploring the city during the summer was a lot of fun. We also challenged ourselves during our recent trip to Disney to eat all the food options at the Epcot Food and Wine Festival, but that was a little more self-contained and somewhat less exploratory and exciting. We made it to over half the nations in the World Cup (which was our measure of success) and ate all the food options at Epcot Food and Wine (definitely a success).

Our current "challenge" is somewhat more long-term and we haven't really begun. It's our attempt to explore the cuisines of all the nations/regions of the world. First up is Canada, and we're trying to figure out when we can make it out to Mile End for brunch. That leads me to our next "challenge." As it's December and time for memory lists and resolutions, we're going to make some food resolutions, which I consider to be our challenge to ourselves to explore some more in 2012.

Not that anyone reads this blog, but any ideas for other challenges?

Monday, December 5, 2011

Cushions

It's been awhile since I've done one of those random photo diary posts, and even though it's after 3 am, I feel compelled to write one. I guess that's what happens when you wake up at 12:30 pm on Sunday afternoon.


2 couch cushions, which look remarkably similar to our current Ikea couch cushions, on top of a stone patio. Not a very exciting photo. Except that it reminds me of a great hotel in a fantastic place.

This photo is from the Nissaki Beach Hotel in Naxos, Greece, one of the islands we stopped at on our honeymoon in Greece. We loved Naxos and didn't want to leave. Once we got to our next stop (Santorini), it was so crowded that we wanted to go back to Naxos, where it was relaxing and serene. This patio was outside our room door. We could climb up and sit on the cushions, looking out over the entire St. George Beach area. It was secluded and quiet. We loved that hotel. And they had fantastic breakfasts.

I uploaded a ton of photos from our honeymoon this weekend. I'm so behind and have been intending to do this for awhile. If I had run the random photo diary photo search yesterday using the same numerical parameters, I would have never come across this photo as it came from an album I just put up today. I can't believe we've been back from the honeymoon for over 6 months, yet I still haven't finished the photos. I wonder if I'll ever be caught up on photos. It's kind of necessary in order to erase camera cards!

This weekend I've been reliving our time in Mykonos (another great island) for the photo uploading and food blogging, and am just now moving on to Naxos. It brings back a lot of good memories. If you're looking for a relaxing Greek island with things to see and great food, we highly recommend Naxos. It's a truly wonderful island.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Shoulder Relief

All day I've been trying to push my shoulders down and back to improve my posture, hoping it would make my aching back feel better. Nothing I tried worked. I even tried using my opposite hand to physically push my shoulder back and it wouldn't move.

Then I went to the chiropractor and complained about how I couldn't get my shoulders to go backwards. (I am always hunched over the computer and have terrible posture, so this is no surprise.) He tried something new (to me) where I was on my back and half rolled to the side, and something cracked, and ohmygoodness, my shoulders are where they should be. I have no idea what he did but my shoulders have not gone back that far in months, if not more than that. I know it probably won't even last for an hour with my horrible body structure but the amazing relief that I had when I stood up and realized I was actually standing with correct posture was incredible. I can't stop talking about how good it feels - to have normal posture. I think I'm going to have to request that from now on because that was so, so, so, so good.

Friday, November 25, 2011

Black Friday Time

Just after midnight and it's time to get ready for some Black Friday shopping!

Black Friday is a tradition in our household. I don't really remember when it started, but I remember in college (and maybe even in high school?) waking up early and getting in line for some really great deals. There were $10 DVD players at Best Buy one time which actually lasted for awhile (this is when DVD players were more expensive). There were tons of things free after rebate, including tech stuff at Circuit City and Staples. There was the time I was in and out of Best Buy in 5 minutes to get a DVD because I was that quick and the line wasn't that long. But mostly, I remember how Black Friday used to be humane.

The sales would start at 6 am or 7 am, and it was reasonable. People would line up but they would get there an hour, maybe two hours, before it started. There was a camaraderie among the people in line waiting to get the deal. There was none of this camping out more than 24 hours in advance. Is it really worth it to get in line the Wednesday night before Thanksgiving? Is it worth missing your entire Thanksgiving day to just be in line for a discount? Not in my opinion. You may be getting monetary savings, but you're certainly paying for it with your time.

The opening times have been getting more and more ridiculous. When the store opens at 4 am, you have to drag yourself out of bed in the dark with the alarms blaring to get to the store in a groggy state. Of course, you don't have to do any of this, but if you want to participate in Black Friday, you do.

I'm glad that the stores pushed the opening time to midnight. I'm not a fan of the ones opening on Thanksgiving night itself, but midnight seems reasonable to me. It's much better going after Thanksgiving dinner than at 4 in the morning! We're usually up and about at this time anyway, so it fits our normal schedule so much better. Since this is the first time we're doing it, I'm curious to see how it will impact our usual late afternoon movie and naptime tradition.

Time to get ready to go!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to all!

We're at my parents' house and I just finished making the mashed potatoes. I love mashing potatoes. So much fun. It's usually also a stress release to mash them but this year they were pretty soft so it became mashed and creamy fairly quickly. I called myself the mashed potato line cook. It's not my recipe but I'm providing the labor. It's worth it though because otherwise we would have baked potatoes and mashed potatoes are just so much better. Especially the healthy way we made them (a little margarine, a lot of Greek yogurt, skim milk) which had no butter.

Thankful for many things in my life. I know I complain a lot, sometimes about little things, sometimes about things that are more overarching and overwhelming. But I truly am thankful for my husband, family, friends, activities, interests, freedom, having a home, having food on the table, having my health (generally), and even having work to do. I know there are so many people out there who have it worse and that we're really fortunate for all that we have. So, on this Thanksgiving, may we give thanks for everything we've been blessed to have in our lives - things both big and small - and enjoy family, friends and food!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Geneva Sights

After we left Gare Cornavin, we set out for the lake, which is located in the center of Geneva. The lake isn't a far walk from the main station and we wanted to check out one of the famous sites in Geneva we had read about, the Jet d'Eau.

The Jet d'Eau is a giant water fountain on the side of the lake which is so high that it is visible from all directions.


Unfortunately the picture above is the best shot we have of the Jet d'Eau. When we started our walk toward the lake, we could see it above the buildings, but by the time we actually got to the lake, it was off. We thought they were just taking a break, but later we saw on the informational sign that they shut the fountain off when the winds are too strong. If the winds are strong enough to blow water back onto the shore, no more fountain. Sad but understandable. This was one of the tourist attractions we wanted to get a picture in front of but I guess we'll just have to go back to Geneva sometime.

One of the first sights we came across on our walk to the lake was Monument Brunswick. This monument was extremely ornate and detailed. We walked around it on all sides and were just amazed by how intricate all of the work was.


The monument is apparently a mausoleum for the Duke of Brunswick, who the Geneva tourism site calls "eccentric and paranoiac." He left a lot of money to Geneva and in return required this monument to be built in a prominent location. On the side of the lake, it's hard to find a more "worthy" site than that. It's a really striking monument and guarded by lions. The style of the monument is apparently exactly like the Scaligeri family tomb in Verona. (Side note: I love the Geneva tourism site for all of its helpful info!)

We got to the lake and encountered signs describing the lake, the surrounding area and the local wildlife. This sign amused us:


If you don't read French, the duck is basically asking you not to feed it because it can take care of itself. The rat is telling you that it is he who benefits. In other words, don't feed the animals! I don't remember if we even saw any animals.

We continued our sightseeing walk by taking the Mont Blanc bridge across the lake. The view of the lake was great. Much better than the view of the road which was a lot of stopped traffic. We would later learn the reason for all the traffic (next post).


After crossing the bridge to the other side of the lake, we visited the National Monument. The National Monument consisted of tall statues of two women on a pedestal. The women represented the Republic of Geneva and Helvetia, and the monument celebrated them coming together so that Geneva became part of Switzerland in 1814. The monument was from 1869 but is still in pretty good condition.


The National Monument was right next to the Jardin Anglais (English Garden) so we wandered around that for a bit, taking in the sights and taking photos.


We were enjoying sightseeing in Geneva throughout the morning and then we stumbled on something awesome. Next up: the Geneve Marathon!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Train to Geneva

When planning our trip, we deliberately chose flights that would give us a (very) long layover. We love long layovers (so it should be no surprise that we love Bourdain's new show "The Layover" on the Travel Channel) because it gives us the opportunity to take a "day trip" in a place we might otherwise never have the opportunity to visit. When we saw that we could have a ~10 hour layover in Geneva, we jumped at the chance.

After a brief snack at the airport and a visit to the grocery store (one of my obsessions), we headed down to the train platforms to catch the next train to Geneva's city center.


One of the great things about taking the train to the city center is that it doesn't matter what train you get on at the airport. They all go to Geneva's main station. That eliminates any confusion about whether you're on the right platform or getting on the right train. Just jump on the next train to arrive!

Another great thing about Geneva is that they give you a free train ticket to the city.


I don't recall how I first heard about this (probably online forums or travel sites) but you can get a free ticket, valid within 80 minutes of printing, at the airport. I think it's great that the city encourages visitors to get into the city of Geneva by subsidizing the cost of a ticket! When we saw the ticket machine, we printed up our tickets and kept one eye on the clock to make sure we didn't miss our 80 minute window. (I think we just made it.)

It was a short train ride and it was great to see the sun shining for our day trip.


In just a few minutes, we had arrived at our destination - Geneva's main station, Gare de Cornavin - ready for our Swiss adventure!


Next: we go sightseeing in Geneva!

Migros

We are SO behind on our honeymoon recaps! I'm forgetting everything!

We had just gotten a snack at the Geneva Airport railway station, and decided to do some more exploration of the stores and the station before heading toward the city center. We also ran our "errands" during our time at the station including getting Swiss francs from the ATM (before the snack) and storing our carry-on bags in a locker. I love how easy it is to store your bags in lockers in Europe so you can go exploring during a layover without lugging it all with you.

One of the stores we stopped at was Migros. I love how European airports have full supermarkets and not just newsstands with snacks. A few photo highlights:

variety of pizzas


vegetable combinations made easy - wish we had these


tarte flambee - a special place in our hearts because of db bistro, so we love tarte flambee


not just food but cute stuffed animals for souvenirs too


the sour gummy candy we bought

There was a surprising lack of gummy candy in Geneva and I noticed there was no Haribo (my favorite brand) in the stores we visited. We tried the Bizzl mix here which was some sour fruit-flavored gummy candy, but it wasn't that sour or that fruit-flavored. It was fine, but not Haribo.

Next: We jump on the train and head to the city!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Friday Night Exhaustion

It always amazes me how people can work all week and manage to make it out on Friday nights. By the time Friday night rolls around, I'm usually ready to pass out. Yesterday, I actually gave in. I was trying to watch Psych (since our incredible shrinking DVR is pretty much full) and around 9:30, I just couldn't do it anymore. I considered going to bed for the night for real but didn't even have enough energy to brush my teeth. So I napped for about 2 hours on the couch, then got ready for bed, and then passed out again until morning. My fitbit tells me my sleep was not very restful though (and hasn't been all week), so that could be a factor in why I felt so terrible all week. If I need to be in bed for almost 11 hours in order to get 8 real hours of sleep, that's a problem!

Friday, November 18, 2011

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy birthday to me. It's a bit surreal to me that it's already time to be "celebrating" my birthday, since I don't know where the past year went. It feels like it was just yesterday that I was passing the milestone of 30, and now we're already here.

Birthdays these days seem to cause me to reflect on life and how I feel like it's speeding by out of my control. I hate that feeling but more and more, life seems to feel that way. There's always so much to do, so little that gets done, so many responsibilities, so many pulls in every direction that any day that's not a vacation day just goes by in a blink. Is it a sign of getting old that instead of looking forward to and counting the days until your birthday and celebrating it, you're burnt out, looking backwards at days that should have been more and thinking about how fast life has passed you by?

I should be celebrating, not being a downer, I know. And I am thankful for everything I have in life. I just feel like I need to enjoy each day more and make the most of every single one. I'm not sure how to do that. But I need to start. Somehow.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Malaise

I'm not quite sure what my problem has been recently. Ever since getting sick on vacation I've been rundown and exhausted regardless of how much actual sleep I've gotten. I can't get up in the morning no matter what I try. I also seem to just not be able to get/stay healthy. After recovering from my various ailments that required antibiotics, I still have no energy and I'm still sneezing and stuffed up. It's almost as if I got better for a day or two and then picked up another cold that won't go away. I understand that the weather changes can cause this, but at some point you'd think my body would figure out what to do.

Before you ask, I take daily vitamins and also vitamin C supplements. I also drink tons of water daily, less so on the weekends. I know I need to exercise more, and I know I need to eat better, but come on body, work with me a little. Maybe if I took a full week or two off and did absolutely nothing but rest I would start to feel better, but who has the time for that?

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Hello November

It's a new month (already?!), which means it's a good time to reboot my life improvement project. I've fallen off the wagon a bit lately when it comes to my resolutions.

Here's what I would like to do in November:

1. Resume my water drinking habit. I was trying to drink 4 glasses of water (or iced tea) every day. Lately, I haven't gotten nearly that much.

2. Resume my expense book habit. I had been keeping track of our expenses on a daily basis when I first made this resolution, but lately have gotten lazy about it. Lazy is bad! Must not be lazy!

3. Clean up 5 things per night, provided that I get home/am done working from home by 10 pm. I'm not unrealistic enough to impose this on myself after a long night of work, but if it's early enough, I need to combat the clutter. This apartment is out of control.

I've learned from experience that too many resolutions just don't work and that you need at least 21 days to make a habit stick. (Unfortunately the old ones were sticking until I got off my routine.) Let's hope these work in November!

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Sorry for the Snow

Dear Northeast,

I'm sorry. 3 days ago, I was watching the Weather Channel and saw the fluffy snow hitting the ground in Colorado and started craving the warm, cozy feeling you get inside on a snowy day with hot cocoa and blankets, and tweeted this:


And then today, the forecast called for cold rain, with the possibility of snow mixed in, which would then turn into snow overnight with a possibility of up to 4-5 inches. But all afternoon, the current weather screen looked like this:


Walking around, our faces stung as the 20 mph winds blew freezing rain and snow into us. It was such heavy wet snow that my snowboots soaked all the way through, so much that I could feel the water sloshing around icily into my feet. Everytime I took out my phone to take pictures my fingers froze. My jeans got completely soaked on the way to the hair salon and didn't dry for hours, so my legs were numb. This was not what I meant when I asked for snow! I wanted big fluffy snowflakes, the type that, when they're falling, make you feel like you're walking in a winter wonderland. The type of snowfall that's just magical, not the type of snow that hurts and chills you to the bone.


Obviously, I don't think I caused it to snow. But I'm sorry for asking for it in October! I'm not mentally ready for this!

Love,
M

Snow on the Way

I can't believe I'm watching special "winter weather" reports on the Weather Channel for a nor'easter.


They said there will be 2-4 inches of snow tonight. It's Halloween weekend! This is kind of crazy. Wind chills in the 20s? I don't even know what to do with myself as I'm not mentally ready for winter. I've been wearing skirts with bare legs for the past 2 days when the "feels like" temperatures have been in the 30s, so clearly I don't know how to deal with what's going on.

I can't believe how heavily it's snowing in central PA and it's already starting to mix in snow in Jersey. Just right across the river from us! Manhattan often gets insulated from some of the weather problems. (Seriously, I have pictures somewhere of the weather map where it snows all around us and there is a big hole on top of the city.) I guess we'll see if that happens again.

I still can't believe it feels like 28 degrees outside!

Friday, October 28, 2011

Freezing

It's cold outside. Right now it's 39 degrees and feels like 32. This morning it was in the 50s. I was supposed to pack a warm pair of pants for tonight but I was late for work and forgot. The temperature just kept dropping all day, and it just kept raining. It was quite chilly walking home so I made a bunch of stops (including a renovated Walgreens, which I had no idea was even renovated). I can't believe it got so cold so quickly. It's even possible that it will snow (no accumulation) on Saturday. People must hate that since it's Halloween weekend. Crazy weather!

It's also not good for my illness. I'm coughing a little less today but still not feeling that well. The dampness and the cold rain really don't help. Really could use some sunny beach weather...

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Setback

I really didn't want to have to write this post, but this crappy illness has pushed me back a few steps.
 
After all the hope yesterday with the recovery, today has been rough.  It was a rough night on all levels and very difficult getting to sleep, but I thought I was feeling better.  Apparently not. 
 
I have something sitting in my throat incessantly tickling it and have been coughing nonstop for the past 10-15 minutes.  Right after I told people about how this was so much better than Monday because at least I can go 5 minutes without coughing.  Apparently I am really good at jinxing myself.  Tea, water, cough drop... nothing's helping.
 
Today is looking like it is going to be awesome.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Thanks CBS

Just heard that CBS ordered full seasons of Unforgettable and Person of Interest.  Thanks CBS!  Not only are they two shows I watch, but they're both filmed in NYC, so that makes me pretty happy.
 
I wasn't expecting to like Unforgettable.  I had read some bad reviews before the season started, but was interested to see how her ability would be useful.  Aside from the one horrible point in the pilot where she seemed to be remembering someone else's memory, it's been a pretty good (even if not very revolutionary) procedural.  A good fit for CBS.
 
Person of Interest, as I mentioned yesterday, intrigues me.  I can't wait to see where it goes next.  Glad that we have a full season to find out!

Tuesday Morning

What a significant difference from yesterday at this time.

I wouldn't say that I am "well" but I am hoping this is the breakthrough point. I'm still coughing, but it's manageable (i.e., I can breathe and I can go 5 minutes without a coughing fit). I don't feel like I'm going to pass out. I didn't wake up in the middle of the night. I didn't wake up in the morning in the middle of coughing. These are all really, really good things.

Illnesses always remind me of how much I take for granted every day, including being able to breathe. So much to be thankful for.

Cura Te Ipsum

We just watched episode 4 of Person of Interest, titled "Cura Te Ipsum", tonight. The episode originally aired a couple of weeks ago on the day we left for Florida and we're still catching up on all our shows. We really like this show and so far it's probably our favorite new show of the season (still more to try out). In addition to having interesting storylines, it raises moral questions. What would you do if you were in possession of information that could change someone's fate?

In this episode, the name that comes up in the machine is a female doctor. If you've never watched the show before, Finch (Lost's Ben) created a machine which can predict crimes and pops up a name. The machine doesn't know if this person is the perpetrator or the victim, and comes to its conclusion from analyzing all sorts of big brother type information. Finch works with John Reese (the ultimate badass fighter who can take down armed people with one hand) to figure out what's going to happen and stop the bad act from happening. So, in this episode, they thought she was the victim, only to find out that she was actually stalking the guy with the intent to kill him and commit the perfect crime.

She wasn't a sociopath, but she was trying to avenge her sister's death, a suicide prompted by the sexual assault her sister suffered at the hands of this sleazy guy named Benton. From Reese's following of Benton, it's clear that he's a serial offender and that he hasn't stopped. The guy is the definition of a predator, slipping people date rape drugs and committing heinous offenses, and he has never been held accountable for his actions. Clearly the doctor's target isn't a great man. The situation raises a lot of questions. Should she be stopped? Should they just let events take their "natural course" and rid the world of this guy who will clearly harm again? Should they stop her because taking a life is just wrong? Should they stop her for her sake because taking a life would ruin her own, even though it could leave the guy to prey again? It's an interesting ethical dilemma for the characters.

Ultimately, the show left it open. Reese stopped the doctor from killing Benton, but did he do it himself? He had a "talk" with him but we don't know what happened after the end of the episode. Such an intriguing drama.

Two other random notes:

- The episode made me smile because they showed the doctor visiting the Frites n Meats truck. Food trucks are good for the city! Why can't the politicians understand that?

- I love that they actually film in NY. There's an authenticity that you get that other shows that pretend to be in NYC just don't have (coughCastlecough). I think I watch all the shows that film in NYC, other than A Gifted Man (which I was going to watch for a 2nd time but haven't decided yet if I want to). I like to think that it's because I want to support film in the city, but I think it's on a more subconscious level. Maybe I like a show more because the city plays a role in it (sort of like SATC where they called the city the 5th main character). It was a little distracting (in a good way) in the 1st episode of Person of Interest since they filmed it near my office and I was constantly looking to see if I knew anyone, but it was also kind of cool being able to watch knowing that I've been there!

More Sick Whining

I don't understand why I'm not getting better. I've been wondering this all night. The only time I ever feel "good" is when I'm in the shower. Post-shower, I feel slightly better than I did before the shower, but am still coughing. I can't stay in the shower all day!

I'm doing everything the doctor told me to do. Resting as much as I can. Drinking as much water as I can. Drinking tea, theraflu. Taking my medicine as directed. Staying away from negative external factors by working from home. Yet 4 full days of antibiotics later, I'm still sick. I know it takes a few days and I know I'm impatient and want to feel better, but I just feel like something should be happening by now!

I remember the last time I was sick like this and took antibiotics, there was this "breakthrough point" where after a long time of feeling like crap, it just started to feel better. I'm hoping that comes overnight/tomorrow morning because I do need to go to the office tomorrow and going like this would just suck.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Bleh

Hello from home.

That's right, working from home. I woke up last night after just 2 hours of sleep with a nice big coughing fit, and then when it was time to get up for work, I could barely get through a minute without coughing (and I wasn't even talking). Felt awful so here I am at home. Why are these meds not doing anything? Why can't I sleep through the night?

Somehow I managed to rest for an hour without a major coughing fit before getting up for real, so hopefully that is a good sign. While doing stuff for work, got through Blue Bloods (like the show but I'm finding the undercover story hard to believe since he's the commissioner's son) and am now working on The Good Wife. Most of the other shows on the DVR are "together" shows for A and me to watch together, so I'm not sure what to watch next.

Still coughing but hopefully lots of fluids, not going outside, and getting some much-needed rest (maybe?) will help push this illness on its way. Please! I feel like a broken record with every post being "I'm sick, it's sucks." Go away illness!

Happy Birthday to My iPhone

Today (well, Sunday, but mentally, it is still Sunday to me) was the one year anniversary of my switch to the iPhone. It has really changed my life. I held off on getting a smartphone for so long, partially because of cost and partially because I had my blackberry from work and never really "needed" it. But a year ago, I gave in, and I knew I could never go back.

Unless blackberry finds a way to really compete, I feel like it's dying out. The apps on that just can't compete with iPhone or Android. Before I got my iPhone, I kept seeing all the things you could do with a real smartphone that the blackberry just wasn't capable of handling. I remember when I got this model of the blackberry and I was so excited because the webpages it pulled up looked so much more like real websites than my old one! But having only one browser window and not being able to view as much as a real browser was such a limitation. Now my blackberry feels so ancient.

It also used to be that I would never answer my phone because I would forget to charge it or wouldn't even carry it with me ("just pin me!"), but now it's the exact opposite. Now I rarely bring my blackberry when I'm not at work, so pinning me is not the best way to reach me. How times change.

Another big way in which the iPhone changed my life - I don't bring my "little camera" (i.e., the non-SLR) with me everywhere because now I have my iPhone. Sure, my old phone had a camera, but that camera was a piece of crap. It took tiny low-resolution images that are kind of worthless except to jog your memory. My blackberry had a camera but it wasn't good enough as a replacement for the little camera. The iPhone one is, except in low light, but even then the little camera was temperamental. It has definitely cut down on the number of things I carry each day since now I don't need the little camera as much (except on the plane or with the gorillapod).

I could go on and on about it, not including the ways in which it just "enriches" the day with mental breaks for games, but I really need to get some sleep to try to fight off this illness. Just wanted to say happy birthday to my iPhone :)

Sunday Night Update

Sunday's done and the conclusion is that I felt worse than yesterday. How is that possible? Another day on antibiotics and I should be feeling better, not worse. Until late tonight, when I took a super hot shower to try to clear my sinuses and then downed a cup of Theraflu (mmm, it's like drinking apple cinnamon tea), I spent most of the afternoon and evening coughing every time I spoke. It's terrible! I feel like I have to remain mute to have the best chance of not coughing and I'm not very good at communicating through gestures.

I really think I would benefit from another day working at home tomorrow but I feel guilty about missing another day of work. Even though I would actually work from home. (I also think people should be encouraged to work from home when sick so they don't get everyone else sick, but unfortunately that is not our work culture.) I guess I'll see how I feel in the morning. If it's another night like last night, or if I wake up feeling as crappy as I do now, I think I'm going to have to stay home. Too many germs/aggravating forces on the way to/from the office and in the stale office air. Would also be coughing nonstop which would disturb everyone. Really not a great idea to go, but I guess we'll see.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Still Sick

It's Sunday, third day on antibiotics, and I'm still sick. Bleh.

I thought that some combination of 2 prescription medicines, Dayquil, Allegra and Benadryl would have done something by now. I guess it's a little better since a little of the congestion is released and I can now speak without coughing every time, but I was hoping for greater improvement with all the meds, fluids and resting over the weekend.

Of course, a restful night of sleep last night would have helped. I forgot to wear my fitbit last night (well, I forgot until I was already in bed and then didn't want to exert the effort to fix the problem) but I'm pretty sure my sleep efficiency was very low. I got up so many times between coughing fits and calf cramps, and in the middle, had crazy dreams.

Dreams including needing to send something from Midway Island and trying to figure out postage and part of it being Australian postage and part of it U.S. Somehow Vanuatu was also involved. Most of the dream has faded but I remember lots of running around and trying to get things done quickly, and weird shops and long lines. In another part of my dream, A was sharing an apartment with one of my younger cousins J (which makes absolutely no sense) and they decided to live in Washington Heights near the park (WTF?!). Whatever block they were on was really unsafe, but I was having a discussion about knowing people who lived in the area closer to the river who loved it (true). At some point someone was looking for brunch and we were thinking about Red Rooster or Sylvia's. Dreams all over the place!

Hoping for a restful Sunday to continue recuperating!

Friday, October 21, 2011

Sinus Infections Suck

I'm officially sick. Apparently trying to will myself to feel better was no match for this brutal sinus infection.

I spent almost two hours at Duane Reade for an appointment at the walk-in clinic and a visit to the pharmacy. The pharmacy worker told me to come back later and estimated that it would be 90 minutes if I decided to wait for my prescription. Since there was no line at the time and no one seemed especially busy, I tried to explain to her that these were antibiotics I needed to start as soon as possible, and that I would really prefer to wait instead of having to go out again later. She told the pharmacist who said it was fine, but 30 minutes later, I still had no meds. I went back to ask her again and she had no recollection of anything that happened until I related the entire history. At least my memory hasn't been compromised by this infection.

Unfortunately I can't even "enjoy" my sick day by sleeping and watching movies, since I have to do work. Bleh.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Rainy Dreary Days

Being sick is no fun. A is much more sick than I am, but it still sucks.

Rainy cold days are no fun. Rainy cold dreary days with strong winds that blow your umbrella inside out and push you down the block suck.

But... in an attempt to think positive, since optimism is an immune system boost (even if it's not, I'm going to pretend it is, power of positive thinking), there were some things that were good today:

1. I learned that last week Chipotle added brown rice to all the stores so now we don't have to go all the way to 18th Street to get it.

2. We're caught up on Survivor South Pacific. The Samoa scenery each episode is really gorgeous and makes me happy.

3. Suburgatory made us laugh (which was good since Modern Family wasn't as funny today).

4. I had wedding soup at lunch.

5. News broke that they are going to do a US adaptation of Misfits, a UK show I really, really like.

Yeah... not a very eventful day. Hopefully tomorrow feels better.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Back from Orlando

Back from Orlando and already (sadly) out of the habit of blogging. I was hoping to blog more regularly during our (short) trip but I didn't bring my iPad because we weren't supposed to have free wifi (according to the website for the place we were staying). It turned out that the villas did have free wifi, so I could have brought my iPad, but all that means is that now I have to catch up!

We went to Orlando to visit Epcot for the Food and Wine Festival which we are going to recap over on the food blog. We spent a little over 2 days at Epcot enjoying the food and drinks and going on a few rides. We also spent one day over at Universal's Islands of Adventure, mostly to visit the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.

I like long weekend trips because they're a good break from work (and I was really getting burnt out). But one problem is that they're so short that it feels like vacation shouldn't really already be over. We were at the airport returning to NYC and I felt like vacation should still be coming up. I guess I need another one to look forward to, but there's nothing on our calendar. They say part of the health benefit of vacation is the anticipation and having something happy on the horizon to think about. Time to plan another one!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Fast Food Bubble

Hello from Orlando International Airport!

We're sitting in the main terminal food court and it's an almost perfect microcosm of the American fast food world (but not including fast casual). Carvel for ice cream, Nathan's for hot dogs, McDonalds for McDonalds/burgers, Panda Express for Chinese, Quiznos for sandwiches, Krispy Kreme for donuts, Chick-fil-a for chicken (our obvious choice) and Sbarro for pizza/Italian. I think all it's missing is a Taco Bell. (There is a Qdoba in the airside terminal with the Wendys but I consider that fast casual.)

I guess we can find comfort that at least all the people from abroad who come to visit Disney World can get a good representation of American fast food at the airport...

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Flu Shots

Today they were offering free flu shots at work. I have been getting flu shots since I was about 10 years old (asthma), so I went to get one. The surprising thing about this flu shot is that I barely felt anything at all. If I didn't know better, I would think I hadn't gotten a shot at all. I think that should be a compliment to the nurse, right?

Usually I feel at least a pinch, and often it actually hurts while the needle is in. (I don't usually look because it would make my muscles tense up, but I can usually feel when the needle is there.) This time, it was quick, painless and my shoulder isn't sore like usual. There wasn't even any blood on the bandaid. It really feels like I didn't have a flu shot at all! Maybe I should have looked...

Not Ideal Wedding Seating

Last night's dreams were weird.  I remember two distinct threads, but have forgotten most of the story over the past few hours.  Luckily I wrote some random thoughts down after I woke up (before snoozing) to jog my memory.
 
In the first part, there was a lot of running around.  There was something relating to classes and videos, but mostly I just remember a lot of running around.  I wonder if all the running that I do in my dreams makes it so that I'm not rested when I wake up.  Anyone know if there is any truth to that?
 
In the second part, some friends of ours were getting married.  (They are a real life couple, so it's not like my dreams were telling me to matchmake.)  For some reason, the invitations went out electronically.  And for some reason, A was invited but I wasn't.  (They're technically his friends originally, so I guess we just thought it was weird but somehow made sense.)  We decided he should go so he RSVP-ed yes.  Apparently we then found out that the program sending the invitations was doing them in batches so mine arrived (much) later.  One would think that would be a good thing, except you were seated in the order you RSVP-ed, which put us clear across the room from one another.  That made me sad because I would want to sit with A at the wedding instead of a bunch of random people.  We figured the idea was for people to get to know other people, which we are totally on board with, except we really wanted to sit together or at least nearby instead of on opposite sides of the room.  If we had known about the seat-as-you-RSVP method, we would have waited for him to RSVP until much later.
 
So, I felt bummed.  And then I was jolted awake after not hearing 4 loud alarms at all.  Oops.  Really need to do something about that.  Wish we were headed to Europe soon to reset my sleep clock...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Quirky DVR

Our new DVR definitely does some things better than our old one (mostly, it works), but it does have some weird quirks. For example, it claimed to still be recording New Girl tomorrow. But Fox switched it up and extended X Factor another half hour so New Girl isn't on. The guide reflected that, but our recording list didn't update to remove it. Our old DVR probably would have told us "conflict!" because it would switch the recording to X Factor and it would intelligently decide that we must have wanted that 2 hour show. But this one acted as if New Girl were still there. I specifically reloaded that day on the guide, but no change. I had to remove it myself. Odd.

However, it's really nice to have the "show will delete in x hours" notice again. Our old DVR box didn't do that for some unknown reason and we never knew what it was really thinking about how full it was. It's nice to get the little red triangles.

It's also nice that there is only one hour to record tonight - Ringer (we have still only seen the pilot, so not sure if we are sticking with it yet). Can catch up on shows we need to watch on demand!

Cookies

Ninth Avenue food fair, 2010. I don't even remember who was offering $1 cookies, but I like to take photos of chalkboards advertising specials and/or menus. I don't know why, but I love them.


I remember going to the Ninth Avenue food fair with my parents when I was younger. I don't remember too much about the area but it was different from how it is now. It's crazy to think that now I live in this neighborhood but when I was little, people were really concerned about safety. How things change.

Although NYC has a lot of food fairs, this one stuck out for me because of the diversity of food. I remember getting empanadas when we went when I was younger. I remembered that there was also Greek food and all these other cuisines. The idea of going to one street fair and being able to get all of that was fun. I also remember doing sand art. We still have those bottles in the kitchen.

This is the one street fair we try to make it to every year. This year we had an evening flight to Geneva but we still went to visit the street fair for lunch. Even though there are only a few local merchants nowadays, it's still worth it to check those out at a sampling price.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Exhaustion

Why does every muscle in my body ache? Over this weekend, I never made it to the gym (A went to the one in our building) or to do C25K, but managed a little (very little) weightlifting and dance. Most of the weekend's "activity" was walking - over 21 miles for both days according to my fitbit - but does walking really make the body this tired? Is this some sort of fatigue? So tired that I keep forgetting to set my fitbit's sleep mode, which isn't even that difficult to do. What's wrong with me?

January 18

I got a page-a-day calendar for Christmas last year all about dogs. Not that you could easily guess that since, to me, this "soft coated wheaten terrier" looks like a llama.


If you've been to our food blog, you might have seen this calendar in action with the dog of the day in the background of my lunches. I like the daily calendars from this company and the photos are great. Instead of a tear-off, you move the previous day to the back of the box, and then halfway through the year, flip the whole stack around. I don't know what it is, but I always forget to tear the pages off (and end up months behind) and I remember to do these. The first calendar I had from them had backgrounds of islands. Maybe I'll do that next year too...

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Pandas

You may have noticed that the title of this blog is "Rambling Pandas." Reason? We like pandas. A lot. We probably have hundreds of photos (if not over a thousand) of pandas from all of our visits to the zoos. One day we would really love to go to China and hold a little panda cub. And we think zoo pandas must have a pretty nice life - do whatever they want, sleep as much as they want, people bring them food and clean up after them, everyone thinks they're cute and loves them.


The last time we visited a zoo to see pandas was back in January 2010 in San Diego (pictured). We were in Los Angeles for a wedding and had originally planned to stay there the entire time, but college football made that very difficult. We weren't able to find a room for one of the nights so we decided to drive down to San Diego. It's not that far and then we could go to the zoo!

In addition to visiting some of the restaurants we discovered and loved during our 2006 San Diego vacation, we went to the zoo both partial days we were there. The panda exhibit was quite crowded. But that's because we were really lucky. There was a young cub - Yun Zi - whose exhibit had just been opened to public viewing that week. We love seeing little panda cubs and our timing couldn't have been better!

Unfortunately for us, most of what little Yun Zi did was sleep. He half-heartedly played with his mom a few times, but he was mostly a snoozer like us. Prodded to get up, he stirred a bit and then went back to sleep some more. Just like us.

Hopefully we'll see some more pandas soon!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Planning Fail

Originally my plan for today had been:

Sleep early and catch up on rest
Get up at 9ish
Do a short workout
Get to Shake Shack when it opens at 11 for Shacktoberfest
Go to Container Store
Rest for a short time
Go for C25K run 1.1 (again)
Go to gym to lift weights
Shower
Dinner
Photo uploading (or else we are in trouble later this week)

And so far...

Went to sleep around 4ish because of the twitter backup debacle
Didn't hear alarms at 9ish
Woke up around 10:30ish
(All of the times are -ish because I was so tired that I forgot to turn on my fitbit's sleep mode)
Got out of bed after 11:30
Ate brownie for breakfast

Still not yet out of the apartment and at Shake Shack, which sadly means we will end up waiting in a long line and possibly not getting seats, but oh well. Hopefully the brat burger is good and worth the wait.

Nuggets

These randomly chosen photos of the day are really not lending themselves well to storytelling lately...

February 2011 lunch from Wendy's

I have a weak spot for Wendy's chicken nuggets and always have. These are the spicy nuggets, which I'm not even sure they still have. And I always get BBQ sauce. No matter what I intend to get when I walk into Wendys, I'm always tempted by the nuggets and, since I usually get salads, often get them.

I don't know what else to say except that I like the nuggets container ... and that I hope tomorrow's photo is better...

Twitter

I tweet a fair amount. OK, that's probably an understatement on some days. Sometimes I tweet a lot.

It's been tough for me to balance the blog with twitter. Microblog v. blog. Many of the things that used to end up on my old blog (e.g., one sentence thoughts about weird ads on tv), I would send to twitter instead because it seemed more appropriate. After I started using twitter a lot, my blogging frequency plummeted. I wasn't proud of that, but I figured, at least I was writing something, even if it was just in little bursts.

I thought I had been regularly saving my blog history, but unless it's on a portable HD somewhere in our apartment, it looks like I'm missing about 10 months of my twitter history since the twitter website only allows you to retrieve a certain number of posts. I can't get anything earlier than October 2010! That's so recent (to me)! Luckily I did find a file where I saved everything earlier than December 2009. But the entire period between those dates - which included our first married holidays, our first real trip to Europe, planning our reception - is gone. I know it can't be gone forever since apparently the entire twitter archive will one day end up in the Library of Congress, but I can't figure out how to get it.

I write so often nowadays of the fear of losing my memories. Tonight I went on twitter instead of sleeping "early" to relieve some bizarre out-of-nowhere compulsion to save my history and instead realized there's a lot missing that I thought would be there. Been trying to tackle this for over an hour and a half now.

I have gone through search sites and backup sites and don't know where to begin. I'm looking for something that can pull in my entire history so that I can back it up. Preferably free, but if it's a nominal one-time fee, I could go for that to save my memories. Not just the past 3,200 tweets as I am well beyond that number, but the entire history. I know no one really reads this blog but in the event someone does come across it, and has ideas on twitter backup, please let me know. I would really hate to lose all those memories forever.

And yes, I've also posted this inquiry on twitter.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Billboards

On my way to the office this morning, I noticed that ABC had replaced their giant Times Square billboard with an ad for Tim Allen's new comedy.  I was surprised that they chose that instead of Once Upon a Time, which, as a more risky concept, I would have thought they would want to get some more visibility.
 
But then I started thinking that for Once Upon a Time, maybe it's a good thing that it didn't end up on the billboard. I don't remember how all the shows advertised there have done but I'm pretty sure the last 2 were Charlie's Angels (not great ratings and terrible writing - am I the only one watching?) and Expedition Impossible (good teams but also didn't get huge viewership).  I guess we'll see if it makes a difference!

Eat Ham

This Photo Diary series started out with great pictures and now is pulling up photos like this one:


A little stuffed turkey with a sign saying "eat ham" sitting in a window. What can I even say about it? I know when I took the picture (December 2008) because of the album I found it in, I know where I took the picture because I actually do remember taking it (window of an office by a theater in midtown), and I remember why I took it (thought it was amusing), but I'm not sure what else there actually is to say about it!

Hoping for a better photo tomorrow...

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Apple iThink

I didn't want to write this last night as I was still trying to process the magnitude of the man the world lost.

Let me also preface this by saying I am not, nor was I ever, an Apple fanboy. The only Apple product I own is a 4GB 2nd gen iPod Nano. However, the impact and reach of Steve Jobs goes beyond mere technology. I see words thrown around like entrepreneur, business person, and inventor, but none of those seem grand enough for a man who had a major hand in reshaping the world and how we all think and see things.

Steve Jobs was more than just an inventor. He was a visionary. Simply put, he knew what almost everyone wanted before they even knew they wanted it. He, along with Bill Gates, have revolutionized the technology industry. They made the computer personal, and with Apple, Jobs made the computer chic, almost a status symbol in an age where the computer was a commodity.

With the iPod he brought about another revolution. Portable music shrunk down to a device that could fit in your pocket. I thought last night about runners and what they used to do for music before the iPod was invented, and I'm at a loss because I simply don't remember. CD players seemed too bulky to carry, and walkmen/radios went out of style decades ago. What did people do before iPods came about?

Next came the iPhone, a genuine marvel of technology. Before, smartphones were nearly non-existent. You'd have the occasional Palm device, and Windows had a failing mobile division, but nothing could challenge RIM and its Blackberry devices when it came down to functionality and usability. Business people everywhere could be seen scrolling through their emails on the giant black or blue devices. No one thought they could ever be tumbled. Then in 2007 came the iPhone, and in the past 4 years, no single phone has come even close to matching the volume of sales that the Apple device has put out. Not to be denied, growing technology company, Google, came out with its own Android devices that have shown to compete well in the market. But this isn't an Android vs iOS debate, this just shows what Steve Jobs was able to do for the industry. He created a device in a market that no one had been able to tap, and he created a need. Bring the smartphone into the home. Make it something usable and wanted by everyone. And in doing so, he also spurred on the development of other platforms to try and keep up. He blew up the industry and allowed it to flourish (unless you're RIM).

I could go on and on about the technological advances that Steve Jobs and Apple have figured out, but it won't show how well he's able to predict human needs. Pixar was a small graphics group started in 1979 as part of Lucasfilm. In 1986 Steve Jobs bought it and acquired it for Apple. From there he grew it and created a new genre of animated film. No one knew they wanted to see more realistically drawn figures and more realistic animation, but then it came out, and everyone fell in love. Now, I'm not saying that Jobs was solely responsible for Pixar being successful, but he was the man with the vision to allow it grow and become what it was, and he was also credited in Pixar's first major hit, Toy Story, as an executive producer. In the end, who knows, maybe it was just his vision.

Look around you in the world, and it's nearly impossible to not see the effect of Steve Jobs and his companies. Whether it's an effective and usable touchscreen device, a shiny and sleek designed tech item, or even a rival company's product. Steve Jobs, his inventions, his vision, helped remake this world, and we're so much better off having had him in our lifetimes regardless of whether or not we knew him personally. He did his best to touch everyone that he could through what he saw and what he created.

Donuts

The "best" part of this randomly chosen photo is that, until it came up, I had no recollection of the event.


It's from August 2008 from a dinner we apparently had at Breeze, a restaurant in our neighborhood. I remembered that we had gone there once before this year but I really had no memory of getting donuts. It's a little hard to write about something when you don't remember anything about it. The online menu tells me that they offer "Thai donuts" which I'm guessing we ordered but I have absolutely no memory of it.

I guess that's why I want to start writing more and hate that I'm losing my memories. I hate looking at something, even something as minor as a plate of donuts, and thinking, "I have no idea what this is about" or "I don't remember this at all." The prospect of losing memories terrifies me because it makes me wonder just how much I've forgotten and how much I will forget. Something like a photo should at the very least jog my memory. I guess some things, like Thai donuts, might be forgettable while vacations make more of an impression on the brain. That would make sense. But I do wonder how much I have lost.

I used to keep a journal (on paper) but that trickled away as things got busy during college. I used to try to "catch up" and remembered what I had done each day in order to do so, but never ended up catching up and now all those college memories are gone. My memory must have been so much better back then!

ABC is Unavailable

Our trusty DVR came up with a new excuse today. It's almost like it is begging us to turn it in for a new (or more likely, refurbished) one at this point.

We flipped on the DVR after getting back from dinner and found that it claimed to be actively recording Survivor and Modern Family. That is impossible. Survivor is on at 8 for an hour and Modern Family is on at 9. They do not overlap time slots at all. We guessed that neither had actually taped and the DVR was just being an idiot.

Sure enough, it was, as we tried to play both and ended up with black screens for the entire time. Time to reboot the box. Again. This morning, on demand was completely unavailable, so I guess the box was due for yet another reboot.

Before rebooting we decided to check the recording log since Suburgatory was supposed to record at 8:30 but wasn't on the recorded list. Here is where our DVR showed us that it really can continue to surprise us.

Suburgatory apparently was, according to the log, "not recorded because the channel was not available."

Are you kidding me? ABC was unavailable? In what TV universe is ABC unavailable, Time Warner Cable? If ABC was unavailable, then I guess none of the channels were available! (Which the black screen would seem to confirm.) So we lost out on tonight's Survivor, Suburgatory and Modern Family, and due to box errors yesterday, also didn't get Glee.

Hopefully we can swap our box tomorrow before the DVR comes up with another brilliant excuse. Unavailable. Seriously.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Hawaiian Pineapples

I have always liked pineapples, even the canned Dole pineapple pieces. Pineapples are that perfect combination of sweet and tangy fruit that I love.


If I thought I loved pineapples before, I never realized just how good they could be until we went to Maui. On our second trip there, we stopped by the farmers market in Honokowai and picked up some pineapple pieces. Best pineapple we ever had! It was so perfectly sweet. Loved it.

When my parents were in Maui for the wedding, they went on an excursion to the pineapple plantation. That's one of the best things about Maui - the fruits and vegetables grown there are so fresh and just better, because of the volcanic soil. On the pineapple excursions, you get to take souvenirs home, so my parents brought home a giant pineapple. When we went to visit one weekend after returning to NYC, we broke open and split the pineapple, a wonderful memory of Maui.

Up At Night

I don't know what my problem is. I'm stuck in this unending cycle of sleep late - wake up late - tired all day, and don't know how to get out of it!

I can barely pull myself out of bed in the morning. I know part of it is going to sleep late, but it doesn't seem to matter how much sleep I get. I always feel like crap. There have been some "brighter" pockets of days lately when I manage to wake up with some amount of energy, but mostly I don't. Is it because of the weather, cold and cloudy? Is it because the "sun lamp" alarm (whether it's really a sun lamp, I don't know) hasn't been going on lately? Is it a side effect of bad seasonal allergies? Is it burn out because I didn't get to take a sabbatical?

By late afternoon, I'm usually crashing. Food coma? Maybe. But for weeks, I thought I was narcoleptic as I could barely keep my head upright and my eyes open through the entire afternoon. So many of the symptoms lined up. I'm still not convinced that I'm not.

And despite feeling like it was time for bed at 4:30 pm, I manage to get a second (third? fourth?) wind by the time it's actually time to fall asleep and don't manage to sleep until at least 3 am. It's not that I'm exercising too late all the time since I don't even make it to the gym when I feel like I'm going to pass out from standing.

Last night I planned to sleep early as I was a physical wreck through the entire day. What time did I actually manage to get to bed? 3 am, as usual.

And my back is sore all the time with horrible knots all over my shoulderblades. Nothing seems to help. It's like I need 4 hour daily massages for a week and to get a real ergonomic (they claim the current one is but that's hard to believe) office chair (neither is an option).

Any ideas? It's so hard to force myself to go to bed when I know I'm just going to get frustrated at tossing and turning if I'm no longer tired. What do I do?

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Grand Place

Brussels, September 2010.


There was some festival going on at the Grand Place. An orchestra playing songs. A marching band performing in the middle of the plaza. People on stilts. Large crowds. To this day, we're not really sure what was going on. But it was fun to watch.

We went to the Grand Place/Grote Markt, one of the most popular locations in Brussels, to sightsee. If you've ever seen the Flower Carpet, this is the place, but it wasn't on display while we were there. It had been a disappointing day. Our suitcase wheel broke on the walk from the crappy metro station to our hotel, a walk which went straight uphill. We waited forever in our hotel lobby to check in while one family monopolized guest services. We tried to see Mini Europe and failed because it was already closed. Then we tried to see the Atomium but didn't want to pay the expensive fees for an inadequate amount of time in the exhibit. We were not really liking Brussels and then we got to the Grand Place, hoping things would get better. But it was crowded, people were pushing and shoving, it really felt like we were back in NYC, and then we decided to have dinner, thinking that would be the turning point to the day. Sitting outside in the middle of the square was absolutely wonderful but the service (spilled beer, neglect, forgotten fries) made us feel like second class citizens. Brussels was not our favorite place when I took this picture.

But, damn, that is one photogenic city.

Looking at our photos from Brussels, the city looks gorgeous. The streets that frustrated us or that looked not-so-nice when we were there turned out really good-looking on camera. The buildings of the Grand Place, which we thought were amazing in person, were absolutely incredible in photographic form.

We stayed at the Grand Place through dinner, listening to the marching band and taking in the sights and the setting sun, and if we ignored our rude and unhelpful waiter, it was actually pretty nice. After dinner, the sun was gone and the sky turned the most amazing shade of blue for blue hour, and I got some of my favorite photos from our entire trip. The contrast of the old ornate lit buildings with the deep blue sky was striking. We may not have been the hugest fans of Brussels on that day, but the city sure knew how to look good.